2010.12.08.Wed.
「清平致富」- 靜思語
"Living a simple life is the way to richness." - by Master Cheng Yen
這句四字箴言,在我收到的那當下,一直覺得意義深遠...
不是「清貧」,而是「清平」
在我自己告誡自己的時候,其實不管反覆幾次,仍悟不透其中的道理。
一直以來,I really WANT self to be better.
Always examine myself, but always miss it.
After regret, a deep deep SIGH always comes...
Indeed, it's all my fault.
So, really, I really need more struggle...
最近,看了曾裕真老師的故事後,不僅讓我啟發一些也許不曾發現或是曾發現卻仍躺在角落的一些想法、也影響了自己思考那個近在咫尺的未來...
現況充滿了變數、未來充滿了不確定性
雖然一直以來,被課業壓得喘不過去(打這篇的同時還有一萬二字的essay等著我)
常常疲態顯露,情緒不穩...
似乎,休息已不是能夠解決壓力的方法了。
But, "back to the start point..."
Why am I here now?
Why did I choose this way before?
I tell myself, I am happy enough...
That's right.
"Our greatest enemy is probably not others, but ourselves."
I am fighting with myself!